October has been such a roller coaster ride for me. Sometimes it's smooth and sail. The other day, it's full of negativity and disappointments. I admit, someone can never be positive all the way no matter how much he tries. There will always be days when everything just fail you. Most important thing is how you handle and react to it.
Alhamdulillah, I have few people around me who have been such a sweetheart, listening to all my dramas and rants, bearing with my overthinking and insecure self, motivating and bringing me back to positiveness and reality, making me realize that there's no harm in being down for a day or two. Telling me that it's normal, what I feel and encounter. Consoling me that everything is fine and even if it's not now, it will be soon if I want it to be. I am eternally grateful and blessed.
Thank you October. It's been a month full of... mental breakdowns which I'm thankful for. At least I get to keep few people who matter most, closer than they were in my life. Lesson learned the hard way. Always.
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