It is kinda hard for me to decide on this. Half of me think that maybe it's time to finally get over it and move into the next phase in life. I have postponed enough anyway so it's about time already. However, half of me think that maybe it's better to take my time as much as I can and enjoy the ride. Because I have come this far, why should I hurry? I'm late anyway. It is simply not that easy.
You know, sometimes it hits me hard. At my age, most of my friends are working or maybe pursuing their Masters degree. I'm no longer young. It's not the fact that I'm not happy where I am now but it's more towards what if I'm in their position? What would it be like, to work or to pursue a Master degree? It would be great, wouldn't it? Of course it would Mieza, duh!
Being in my final year makes it harder on me to be honest. The fact that I can just take all my subjects in one semester and get going for my internship and yada yada is surprisingly a hard decision to make. Nonetheless, I have decided. With difficulties of course.
I have decided to take my time, to grab opportunities, to enjoy, to create memories, to suck every experiences and to score instead of rushing towards life. Not to say my friends are all rushing. Of course not. Just, I think there's a reason why I'm behind them all. There's a reason why my life is one step late. Life's a climb isn't it? All we have to do is just enjoy the view. And I have decided to.
May Allah ease this decision and this journey. InsyaAllah. :)
You know, sometimes it hits me hard. At my age, most of my friends are working or maybe pursuing their Masters degree. I'm no longer young. It's not the fact that I'm not happy where I am now but it's more towards what if I'm in their position? What would it be like, to work or to pursue a Master degree? It would be great, wouldn't it? Of course it would Mieza, duh!
Being in my final year makes it harder on me to be honest. The fact that I can just take all my subjects in one semester and get going for my internship and yada yada is surprisingly a hard decision to make. Nonetheless, I have decided. With difficulties of course.
I have decided to take my time, to grab opportunities, to enjoy, to create memories, to suck every experiences and to score instead of rushing towards life. Not to say my friends are all rushing. Of course not. Just, I think there's a reason why I'm behind them all. There's a reason why my life is one step late. Life's a climb isn't it? All we have to do is just enjoy the view. And I have decided to.
May Allah ease this decision and this journey. InsyaAllah. :)
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