IDK

It is burdening. I know. I just thought that this is the one and only way for me. To get the right solution for everything. Everything that needs to be solved. Everything that fills my head like the air. Everything that actually affects me inside out, slowly.

It's either I think or I don't think at all. But once I think, I cannot help from overthink. This happens almost all the time. Whenever I chose to think about it, I cannot stop myself from overly thinking about it. Indeed, when you overthink, you tend to create stuffs that's not even there at the first place. That's why it is better not to.

But who to blame? I'm just a normal human being. A normal girl. And girls, do overthink. God, how I wish I could settle everything in the blink of an eye without even have to think first. See? The aftereffect of thinking so much. I started to expect the impossible!

Truth is, now, even if I'm currently spending, God knows how much time to think about what should I do and how to solve this, I still didn't get any. Not even one solution. Not even one way. Ironic much? Yeah. I don't know what to do. I don't even have the mood to do anything. I don't know how to solve this. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.