Eid Mubarak!

Alhamdulillah, here we are again. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone!

Another year of Eid Mubarak we can celebrate with our families and loved ones. I am thankful, this year too without fail, I get to do all the same routines I did previous years. Except that I cannot help my mom in preparing the cookies. Felt bad till now (since it is such a big deal for me) but it's okay. I will surely make it up for that, insyaAllah.

How's your Eid so far? Hope you guys are having a blast. Despite the fact that I get to celebrate Eid with my family only on the first day because of my internship, it's alright. In the beginning I complained a lot, like I cannot really digest that fact. Of course. I have never get back home for just a day on Eid!

However, I get to realize that this is the real life of a reporter. I digested that quite late but oh well better late than never haha! If I'm going to be in this field for long, or if this is my interest at all, I should start understand and accept this fact. And alhamdulillah, I'm good now. It takes time indeed.

Work is going all great and smooth alhamdulillah. Work is actually turning to be fun! Hehe. Thanks to my editor and team. May Allah ease throughout the end. :)

By the way, don't forget to start your 6 days fasting in Syawal alright? I have started mine and today is my second day. I feel so blessed. Alhamdulillah.

Till then,
MS.

Till we meet again next year, insyaAllah :)

Ramadan is indeed the best time to make or break a habit. In my case, throughout this year's Ramadan, I succeeded in buying less food not following my "nafsu" anymore. Alhamdulillah. I'm so glad!

Though during the beginning of Ramadan, those first few days, I only finished not even half of my food and I threw away the rest, I learned my lesson right after that. That is one achievement unlocked for Ramadan 2017, yay!

However, I think due to that, I lost weight! And that is so not fun. My jeans are all loose, I hate it. At first, I thought it was just my delusional thoughts just because it's Ramadan, you know. But it is happening. I lost weight this year's Ramadan! That is one downside of it though. Dah la susah nak gain weight, makan la banyak mana pun haih.

Anyways, just like that, Ramadan has left us again. No matter what we lost or gained this year, may all of our deeds are accepted by Him. May all of us still have the chance to celebrate Ramadan again next year, insyaAllah.

Farewell, Ramadan 2017. It has been such a pleasure. :)

I love you both, my best friends!

I am currently contented with few people around me. That I know, accept and love me the way I am without wanting anything from me other than pure friendship. With just my existence, is enough for them. Friendship that for me has never troubled me at any cost.

I am forever grateful to have them. Though both of them are guys, I don't even care anymore. I guess I'm better left alone with guys anyway. At least they don't hurt me and are very much understanding alhamdulillah. :)

I love you both to the moon and back. And the good thing is, I know perfectly that you both love me the same way I do too. Let's stay the closest till we grow old, please? I know we will. InsyaAllah.

Your best friend,
MS.

If it's meant to be, it will soon be

I don't think of ever disagreeing with this quote. I mean it hits me yeah, but that's why it's the truth. Truth hurts, doesn't it? Hence this is indeed true. I know I'm the one to be blamed. I let myself be the easiest target yet again for God knows how many times already. Alright, I rest my case. I'm at fault here of course.

However, it doesn't mean I will stop feeling this way. It's never going to be that simple which I plead so bad it is. It's just, I'm taking a rest out of it. Feelings can never be helped. I cannot help myself in terms of this so I'm just going to let it rests. With the hope of it to heal itself and to move on by itself, perhaps?

InsyaAllah, ada jodoh ada lah. I'm in that phase already now. Couldn't care less. I'm too exhausted already. So yeah, just going to enjoy living my blessed life and keep moving forward with all I have now. My career, my future. Hehe.

May Allah ease this challenging journey, insyaAllah. Amin. :)

Regards,

MS.

My Saturday

Yeah. Exactly what I'm feeling right now. The expression is also the same. No kidding. I'm working today. Done with my unbelievable assignment. Unbelievable means bad. There's no story to cover or make out of it at all. So I'm left with nothing now. Waiting for my editor to convey the "story" and probably done with today. Hope so. I really want to go back haha! There's nothing to do anyway so might as well I leave.

What are you guys up to this weekend? :)

It's nearly the end of Ramadan right. How time flies! It feels just yesterday we started our holy month and it's about to end any time soon. How do you guys feel about it? Feel free to leave your comments and let's chat about it hehe. That pretty much shows how boring I am now lol. Anyway, feel free to comment down below.

Regards,

MS.

Syukur, alhamdulillah

It has been awhile, hey everyone! Assalammualaikum.

Apparently as all of you know, I currently am undergoing my internship with Media Prima, specifically at the News & Current Affairs Department; NTV7 / 7Edition. Which pretty much explains why I got caught up with the preps, work and stuffs till I neglected my blog for so long. But I'm back now hello! I will try to write as much as I can when I have the chance to, insyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah one of my dreams actually came true. I have wanted to be in Media Prima since God knows when. It was an overwhelm fact that I finally got in. Imagine what I felt throughout the acceptance. It feels still surreal even the moment I'm in the meeting room, signing up the paperwork.

Alhamdulillah if you are asking how am I doing so far, I must say I am doing quite great I surprise myself! Hehe exaggerating. I'm the type of person who works as hard as I can no matter what department I am in anyway so that doesn't really count, no?

Truth to be told, I don't favor News & Current Affair. Previously yeah. In fact, I hated news department. I have always thought that news is boring and I rarely even watch them. I mean what's the point of it? The world is a mess and the least we can do is to witness the mess. That was what I thought, no kidding. So to work in that department? My God. I'd rather give up on my dream! Aha to that extent.

I was actually still hesitating when I was signing the paperwork of my internship. I still thought that I'm doomed. How can I work if I'm not literally enjoying what I do? How can I work when I'm into something totally the opposite of news? How can I even survive? That's the most important dilemma I had in my mind that time.

Alhamdulillah, I was approached quite friendly from all the seniors. Specifically, Sabrina. She is a producer at the same time a newsreader for 7Edition and she's the same age as me! Look at where she is right now, my God!

We talked a lot for such a short period of time and I was already convinced by whatever she said. I mean it's not easy to change my opinion. She did like she has known me forever, it's fascinating.

Most probably because we're the same age but higher chance is because she is experienced and I respect her for that. She opened my mind and eyes definitely. Hearing her admit that News & Current Affair is the best foundation of all in this broadcasting field is priceless.

And I was hit by the fact that I'm so lucky yet I complained so much. I was lucky enough to be accepted in Media Prima yet I complained about the department I was assigned. I was lucky enough to get in without much of a hassle yet I complained about how unfair they don't place me where I wanted. I mean hello, Mieza? Things are bound to happen the way they are. There are obviously reasons why. Okay, got it now!

Alhamdulillah for everything. Now I'm on the news quite regularly already as early as my second day. All is well. I'm still learning, of course. But I'm already loving what I'm doing and that's the most important thing of all. Alhamdulillah.

Now guys, I have to leave. Be back soon! Good day ahead.

Regards,

MS.