Sunday, August 20, 2017

Get well soon, self

Assalammualaikum,

Hello guys! It has been awhile, I know. But I cannot help from being so busy every single day. I even fell sick. No I'm not blaming my workload though. I love my job! *fingers crossed haha!* But really, I love my job. I just have to! So I could actually do my job lol. Yeah it works that way in my field. Trust me on this.

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Anyways, I'm back again since it's my off day and I'm accompanying a dear someone to do his work here in Starbucks. Again, too bad I'm coughing and my cough is getting worse, I was lectured by Mama so in order not to make things even worse to both my cough and my ears (love you Ma!) I have decided to cut my ice intake. Starbucks, I am obviously, easily tempted by you but nah, I love myself more than that. I love Mama too hahaha!

So it has been raining quite often nowadays. I just had to walk through the rain for a few days hence I got this sickness now. I was having a pretty bad fever, was lying on the bed the whole night last Thursday (yeah right after the grand KLFW 2017), fans off, my body was hot like it was about to explode I'm not even kidding. It was that bad and again, if I'm sick, I get real sick. Because I don't take medicines. I rarely get sick but once I do, tadaaaaa.

And it has affected my throat too. I'm coughing so bad right now to the point of throwing up whenever I do. Is that even imaginable? I hate it when I cough. Haih. But anyway guys, I will just stop here before I go on and on and on about my sickness like someone even cares haha. Make sure to take care of yourself, alright? Till then!

Regards,
MS.

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Eid Mubarak!

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Alhamdulillah, here we are again. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone!

Another year of Eid Mubarak we can celebrate with our families and loved ones. I am thankful, this year too without fail, I get to do all the same routines I did previous years. Except that I cannot help my mom in preparing the cookies. Felt bad till now (since it is such a big deal for me) but it's okay. I will surely make it up for that, insyaAllah.

How's your Eid so far? Hope you guys are having a blast. Despite the fact that I get to celebrate Eid with my family only on the first day because of my internship, it's alright. In the beginning I complained a lot, like I cannot really digest that fact. Of course. I have never get back home for just a day on Eid!

However, I get to realize that this is the real life of a reporter. I digested that quite late but oh well better late than never haha! If I'm going to be in this field for long, or if this is my interest at all, I should start understand and accept this fact. And alhamdulillah, I'm good now. It takes time indeed.

Work is going all great and smooth alhamdulillah. Work is actually turning to be fun! Hehe. Thanks to my editor and team. May Allah ease throughout the end. :)

By the way, don't forget to start your 6 days fasting in Syawal alright? I have started mine and today is my second day. I feel so blessed. Alhamdulillah.

Till then,
MS.

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Till we meet again next year, insyaAllah :)

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Ramadan is indeed the best time to make or break a habit. In my case, throughout this year's Ramadan, I succeeded in buying less food not following my "nafsu" anymore. Alhamdulillah. I'm so glad!

Though during the beginning of Ramadan, those first few days, I only finished not even half of my food and I threw away the rest, I learned my lesson right after that. That is one achievement unlocked for Ramadan 2017, yay!

However, I think due to that, I lost weight! And that is so not fun. My jeans are all loose, I hate it. At first, I thought it was just my delusional thoughts just because it's Ramadan, you know. But it is happening. I lost weight this year's Ramadan! That is one downside of it though. Dah la susah nak gain weight, makan la banyak mana pun haih.

Anyways, just like that, Ramadan has left us again. No matter what we lost or gained this year, may all of our deeds are accepted by Him. May all of us still have the chance to celebrate Ramadan again next year, insyaAllah.

Farewell, Ramadan 2017. It has been such a pleasure. :)

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

I love you both, my best friends!




I am currently contented with few people around me. That I know, accept and love me the way I am without wanting anything from me other than pure friendship. With just my existence, is enough for them. Friendship that for me has never troubled me at any cost.

I am forever grateful to have them. Though both of them are guys, I don't even care anymore. I guess I'm better left alone with guys anyway. At least they don't hurt me and are very much understanding alhamdulillah. :)

I love you both to the moon and back. And the good thing is, I know perfectly that you both love me the same way I do too. Let's stay the closest till we grow old, please? I know we will. InsyaAllah.

Your best friend,
MS.

If it's meant to be, it will soon be



I don't think of ever disagreeing with this quote. I mean it hits me yeah, but that's why it's the truth. Truth hurts, doesn't it? Hence this is indeed true. I know I'm the one to be blamed. I let myself be the easiest target yet again for God knows how many times already. Alright, I rest my case. I'm at fault here of course.

However, it doesn't mean I will stop feeling this way. It's never going to be that simple which I plead so bad it is. It's just, I'm taking a rest out of it. Feelings can never be helped. I cannot help myself in terms of this so I'm just going to let it rests. With the hope of it to heal itself and to move on by itself, perhaps?

InsyaAllah, ada jodoh ada lah. I'm in that phase already now. Couldn't care less. I'm too exhausted already. So yeah, just going to enjoy living my blessed life and keep moving forward with all I have now. My career, my future. Hehe.

May Allah ease this challenging journey, insyaAllah. Amin. :)

Regards,
MS.

Friday, June 16, 2017

My Saturday

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Yeah. Exactly what I'm feeling right now. The expression is also the same. No kidding. I'm working today. Done with my unbelievable assignment. Unbelievable means bad. There's no story to cover or make out of it at all. So I'm left with nothing now. Waiting for my editor to convey the "story" and probably done with today. Hope so. I really want to go back haha! There's nothing to do anyway so might as well I leave.

What are you guys up to this weekend? :)

It's nearly the end of Ramadan right. How time flies! It feels just yesterday we started our holy month and it's about to end any time soon. How do you guys feel about it? Feel free to leave your comments and let's chat about it hehe. That pretty much shows how boring I am now lol. Anyway, feel free to comment down below.

Regards,
MS.

Syukur, alhamdulillah

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It has been awhile, hey everyone! Assalammualaikum.

Apparently as all of you know, I currently am undergoing my internship with Media Prima, specifically at the News & Current Affairs Department; NTV7 / 7Edition. Which pretty much explains why I got caught up with the preps, work and stuffs till I neglected my blog for so long. But I'm back now hello! I will try to write as much as I can when I have the chance to, insyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah one of my dreams actually came true. I have wanted to be in Media Prima since God knows when. It was an overwhelm fact that I finally got in. Imagine what I felt throughout the acceptance. It feels still surreal even the moment I'm in the meeting room, signing up the paperwork.

Alhamdulillah if you are asking how am I doing so far, I must say I am doing quite great I surprise myself! Hehe exaggerating. I'm the type of person who works as hard as I can no matter what department I am in anyway so that doesn't really count, no?

Truth to be told, I don't favor News & Current Affair. Previously yeah. In fact, I hated news department. I have always thought that news is boring and I rarely even watch them. I mean what's the point of it? The world is a mess and the least we can do is to witness the mess. That was what I thought, no kidding. So to work in that department? My God. I'd rather give up on my dream! Aha to that extent.

I was actually still hesitating when I was signing the paperwork of my internship. I still thought that I'm doomed. How can I work if I'm not literally enjoying what I do? How can I work when I'm into something totally the opposite of news? How can I even survive? That's the most important dilemma I had in my mind that time.

Alhamdulillah, I was approached quite friendly from all the seniors. Specifically, Sabrina. She is a producer at the same time a newsreader for 7Edition and she's the same age as me! Look at where she is right now, my God!

We talked a lot for such a short period of time and I was already convinced by whatever she said. I mean it's not easy to change my opinion. She did like she has known me forever, it's fascinating.

Most probably because we're the same age but higher chance is because she is experienced and I respect her for that. She opened my mind and eyes definitely. Hearing her admit that News & Current Affair is the best foundation of all in this broadcasting field is priceless.

And I was hit by the fact that I'm so lucky yet I complained so much. I was lucky enough to be accepted in Media Prima yet I complained about the department I was assigned. I was lucky enough to get in without much of a hassle yet I complained about how unfair they don't place me where I wanted. I mean hello, Mieza? Things are bound to happen the way they are. There are obviously reasons why. Okay, got it now!

Alhamdulillah for everything. Now I'm on the news quite regularly already as early as my second day. All is well. I'm still learning, of course. But I'm already loving what I'm doing and that's the most important thing of all. Alhamdulillah.

Now guys, I have to leave. Be back soon! Good day ahead.

Regards,
MS.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Because I'm happy! - Sing this line -

Assalammualaikum guys!


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There is exactly no such thing as a certain way or road towards happiness. That's the trickiest part in life. Happiness is when it comes from within yourself. Like duh, everyone knows that. You don't have to even try to be happy. It comes on its own; naturally and quite unexpectedly. So today's topic would definitely be happiness!

Why? Because I feel extra happy today! Alhamdulillah. I feel so blessed and well... happy. Not to say I'm not happy days before though. It's just... in the midst of feeling grateful for my tiny happiness in every littlest thing, it suddenly came into mind. What actually makes someone happy? What happiness actually means?

Personally, I don't have to be given flowers, chocolates or any materials for me to be happy. Despite the fact that I don't like flowers (except baby breath OMG they're to die for!!!) and chocolates (depends on specific occasion which is rare), happiness just cannot be defined by things for me. Which obviously if I get it, I will be happy for it like a week straight. Or maybe a month. *typical Mieza*

But bottom of all, that's not how it supposed to work. That's where most people are confused with. I mean yeah, things could bring us happiness but things shouldn't be the only source of our happiness. Do you get what that means? Tricky huh?

Today was exceptionally a bliss for me. I find every littlest thing I do, everywhere I go, everything I came across with, makes me happy! It's weird but at the same time I feel beyond good about it. I don't know how to share it with you guys. I think my Instagram followers can see apart of my happiness throughout the day hehe.

Now, do you probably want to share with me, when is it that you feel the happiest? Let's drop all the things and just purely talk about happiness itself. What happiness means to you? What do you think can make you feel happy in a blink? Again, not when you get something alright. I'm curious as I type this! Do share them regardless who you are. I'm more than willing to read them. :)

Till next time!
MS

Friday, April 28, 2017

Hello, it's me

Assalammualaikum everyone,

Been awhile since I last posted anything in my blog and well if this is a house, it would be all dusty. Ish ish ish. Never knew I had this unclean side of me. Pardon the exaggeration. Well, how are you all doing? I hope everything is going fine for you, no matter how tough life could get sometimes.

In case if anyone is wondering (though I doubt so), my life has been pretty awesome lately, alhamdulillah. Even though I barely had enough sleep and rest, God knows why. Everything else is going good.

But I'm beginning to hate the next obligatory question everyone around me has been asking right after I told them that these days I've been having trouble to fall asleep; "Have you been thinking too much lately?" or "What worries do you have at the moment?"

I obviously (like duh) appreciate your kindness to actually ask what makes it hard for me to sleep and all but I think it's too underrated though. If I know why, I'm pretty sure I will do something about it.

Honestly, I haven't been thinking about anything. I mean nothing specifically worries me or something. I can say everything is at its place and I'm beyond glad, living my life as I am supposed to. I just have trouble sleeping and it doesn't necessarily means something worries me. Which I hope that is really the case.

Yeah, I know. It is out of concern but it actually makes me wonder at the same time. Am I thinking something that makes myself harder to sleep? Is there anything that I am worrying about without me knowing it? Because if I do have it, I seriously want to know. If it makes sense.

Now, I think thanks to the time now 0200, I've been crapping a lot. Anyways, I'm wishing you the best day of all today. May everything went the way it is supposed to be for all of us, insyaAllah. Be safe!

Regards,
MS

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Happiest International Women's Day

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Just like in my vlog, I would like to take this chance to wish my mom and every women in this whole wide world the happiest International Women's Day!

As far as everyone knows the importance of women, I believe that it's not completely wrong for me to stress them even more right?

Women are made so lovely and strong. They are just too good of a creation to be true. I mean obviously they have even more weaknesses or soft spots, whatever people call it but that is what makes them special as they are.

Having said that, this post is specially for my beloved mother. Thank you for bringing me into this world. For the past 25 (still forever 21 okay!) years of living, I could never thank my mom enough for every single possible thing she has done and will be doing for me. I love you, Mama. Beyond words. Thank you so much for everything. For being the strongest, the best, the loveliest woman I know on earth, thank you. Kakak really loves you to the moon and back bone!

Friday, March 3, 2017

Good March ahead!

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This particular month has always been my favorite because it is the month that most of my family members have birthdays on. My dad's on the 1st, my mom's on the coming 17th and my only brother's on the next 22nd. Usually, it has always been our tradition to celebrate it altogether at once. This year is no exception.

I just cannot wait to go back this time, OMG! Last semester break, I didn't have the chance to go back to my hometown and spend it there since I'm working. It feels too long already since I last went back. I just hope everything is well then this coming 15th! So I believe this month will treat me great as it has always been. InsyaAllah.

Sunday, February 26, 2017

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Dear you,

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I was contemplating a lot whether I should tell you these things or just bottle it inside. But you know what? I'm just gonna stay honest as I have always been with you from the first day we knew each other till the very end. Which means, I just will tell you everything I'm feeling lately because I think even if I keep it to myself, for what? I don't wanna regret anything so yeah, I'm telling you these. It's not for you to do something about it. It's just for the sake of I want you to know. And for the sake of expressing myself to you, that's all.

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I know for a fact that you knew I like you. We both have even agreed that we will just leave it up to Him. Kalau ada jodoh, ada la kan. InsyaAllah. And yeah, we shouldn't rush things and stuffs. I totally get it and I agree. It's just I don't know why, I really want you to know that I still am liking you. I told you, If I started liking someone, I will like him for such a long time. I mean it. No matter how rare we meet or contact each other, that would never lessen or fade my feelings towards you. Not that easy though because I don't like someone that easily. In fact, do you know that the feelings even growing, each day. Pelik kan? You on the other hand might forgot mostly all the things we have been through together or forgot everything about me but here I am, missing you like crazy. Literally. Haha!

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I think I've gone crazy. For real.

Sunday, February 12, 2017

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Good night/morning?

I was supposed to be in a deep sleep right now actually but I'm totally wide awake as you can see, I mean read. I cannot seem to fall asleep and that is so annoying and weird at the same time. Legend says when you cannot sleep at night, that means you are in someone's dream.

Alright, fine, this does sound like a total myth but there's nothing wrong to make use of it anyway right? Ah, dream on, Mieza. Gosh why is it so hard for me to sleep? I need to be ready before 8pm and to think that it's going to be my working day, I should be resting now, shouldn't I?

I know, I know. Look, my mind and body knows it all but seems like it's completely useless. I'm freaking tired and all but here I am, blogging instead of sleeping. Sometimes I surprise myself and no one could ever understand why. Not that I asked for it though.

Uhoh, I think I'm talking crap right now. I meant blogging crap. I have no choice other than keep on trying to sleep then. Toodles guys!

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Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Fake people still surprise me, loyal people amazed me

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It's not even a question anymore, I know. But this fact wonders me a lot to be honest. I just am so impressed on how can people be so fake. How can people act too well? How can these people even exist? It's really impressive, like really, no kidding, don't you think?

People scare me.

Sometimes, no matter how scared I am towards cockroaches (totally takde kena mengena but to show how irrelevant this comparison is), people are scarier. Though these two are totally on different levels of course. I think if people ask me what scares you the most? My answer would definitely be; people. That's first. Then only cockroaches. Funny right? That's how scary people are to me.

People are unexpectedly unbelievable.

I get overly surprised whenever I heard all the impossible stuffs people can do and are doing just to live. It's normal, I know. Yet I get so surprised like how does that even make sense? Do you really have to do that? Motif dia apa, motif dia? Are you kidding me? This is not a camera trick right? These questions, these reactions are what I automatically give afterwards.

People understand themselves.

I'm not degrading anyone and just think highly of myself. It's nothing got to do with myself. I'm not a barbie doll and that's a freaking fact no one, not my parents, family or even myself can deny. This is actually for specific people. If they are affected by this, terasa ke apa ke kan, they surely know who they are. I have one thing to say to you.

"Please, get a life. You can do better. I wish you the best if you feel like changing."

Tuesday, January 31, 2017

Hello, February!

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And the month of love is here! Well, not that I celebrate Valentine's Day. I don't even have anyone to celebrate it with anyway. Or even if I have, not that we will celebrate it. However, it doesn't mean February is less or more romantic than any other month. It's just the highlight of this month as everyone well known of/

I'm wishing you the best February. May everything is as sweet as Cadbury or Kinder Bueno hehe! May Allah ease. :)

Sunday, January 29, 2017

Happy 2017!

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And suddenly, after a long time I didn't post anything on my blog, I ranted and babbled about my results haha what a bad way of starting this new year, no? But hey, it doesn't stop me from having the best new year alright. Just, I don't really have the time to post it because of my final exams. Anyway, I know it's the end of January already but happy 2017 for everyone! May this year brings us countless of happiness, blessings, experiences and prosperity not to forget health. Have a blessed one! :)

Blessed and grateful

I'm not even joking and I never will for this matter, ever. I was so very totally scared that my pointer this time would drop the moment I checked my results which only provided with grades this time. I'm disappointed with most of my results actually. Three of my major subjects, were a disappointment and I totally don't expect such results. And I was in a total em well disbelief? Nah, disappointment sounds better.

Hence, it was too scary and nerve-wrecking for me, I don't know why! Call me over-dramatic or ungrateful I don't really care. I have my targets too, you know. And somehow it doesn't reach this time. I don't know my pointer and truth to be told, that is all I care about. I don't care about the grades, I care about my pointer as I try my hardest to either maintain or increase them each semester. And heck, let me tell you one obvious statement. It's not easy. It's never easy. Ever.

But alhamdulillah. My pointer doesn't drop! In fact it increases, far from what I assumed. That feeling, that lega gila bapak feeling, that tingling feeling you have in your whole body right when you knew oh my God, priceless man! Alhamdulillah for this, again, without fail. I'm beyond grateful. Alhamdulillah, ya Allah. Leganyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!