You know that moment when deep down inside, you think he is still that person you knew back when you were together but you forgot the fact that eventually people will change? I am in a total denial when it comes about you. It seriously makes me feel like the stupidest person on earth alive.
This whole thing about push and pull in love, is killing me. Whatever I have done to you in the past, I know it is hard for you to simply trust me or even try to. Still, you have no rights to treat me like a total crap here. Believe it or not, that's what I feel you are doing. You're treating me like a bullshit. However, despite everything, here I am, still in love with you, like a stupid person, although I know you will never be the same anymore.
It seems like I can never accept the fact that you have changed. I think that is one of the hardest thing I will have to do in life, you know. It is simply hard for me. No further explanation about it. It's the third time, Mieza. Thrice can be considered as stupidity, don't you think? Yes I am stupid. Full stop.
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