Have you ever saw someone and straight away feel, that someone is going to ruin your life if you let them? If and only if you get involved yourself with that someone. Strangely I did. For certain people. I guess this happened since I've been exposed in this new environment at my age. It's freaking me out for that fact that I can be such a scanner inside out of that someone without even know her. Still, that is totally something that I couldn't stop from happening, can I?
That's exactly how I feel about her. I've told you. Clearly. Alright. Maybe you have your own reasons to be an idiot. I understand. Totally. I don't mind. Not anymore. At least, after I gave you warnings. I even gave you hints, signs, whatever you might call it. After all, I've done everything that I know, I won't regret later. It's your choice. I respect that. I'm trying not to care anymore now. No. I already stop caring. That's the best for us both. For you perhaps.
If you choose her instead of being with me, after I've explained why you shouldn't do so, and even after you've known her that up close, I'm fine. Instead I'll be praying for you, not to be that person you said you never will. Though you've already be. I will be here. Observing how you will change slowly, bit by bit, because of her. Trust me, you will. I will be here. Wishing you best of luck in life. Without me by your side.
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