Saturday, September 20, 2014

It just hurts, that's all


I've been used to this. People walked away from me, whether or not I'm at fault. Since high school, until recently. As time passed by, I keep on reflecting myself. Not even once, I stop thinking and asking myself about it. Yes. Five years straight.

Do they have other reasons why they left, that I don't even know about? It hurts me even more, since I have no idea exactly why they left. Shouldn't you guys at least, let me know, what actually went wrong at the very first place? Because there might be misunderstandings.

No. I'm not trying to explain myself even if you tell me. I know, explaining things aren't helpful at all to you guys because it seems just excuses. I know, there's always something wrong with me, that made you guys left. That's why, isn't it best, if you guys tell me and give me chance to at least get rid of my flaws that had gave you problems instead of just leaving?

High school friends. I missed you guys. Though we were all immature girls back then, I still wonder, why must we broke apart? Foundation dorm mates and classmates, how are you guys doing? And you. Are you happy, without a useless friend like me?

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