But the memories won't seem to let me go

I know. Nothing will change even if I look back at the past. Past is past. And it always is. I didn't even want to think about it no more. "Enough is enough already..." that's what I've been telling myself in order to live the present. But I don't think I can avoid from looking back if it keeps bugging me, do I?

Today was wonderfully spent, personally. But still, I never expect to bump into certain people who used to be so important to me before. Not because I'm ashamed of myself, not because I did something wrong to them, not to avoid them for good.

But because they once brought happiness to me. They were apart of my reasons to live up and prove myself. Because I know if I meet them now, I will start to remember everything crystal clear, again. The one I had troubles to let go for almost, ever. It's just... too hard.

Dear past, stop tapping me on the shoulders, would you? Just, stop appearing in my mind like a replay. Pretty please? I don't want to look back. Not anymore.