내 인생의 이야기

It seems like, it's too hard to even control my feelings anymore. Seriously are feelings really something that at the very first place, uncontrollable? Because it sounds ridiculous to me now.

Why is it so hard to tell my heart to feel only whatever I want to feel and not things that I shouldn't feel? Now I can't even be real with my own feelings. This is tiring. I'm tired. Emotionally exhausted. Because my heart seems to do whatever it pleases. This drives me crazy. I think I'm going crazy.