Goodbye 2013

2013 has ended. For good. Alhamdulillah, it's been a pretty good year for me. Despite all those regrets and stupid mistakes done, for all the ups and downs, the experiences and lessons, thank you 2013. For teaching me how life should be like, when you reached 21. It's undeniably precious for me to be able to face such circumstances on my own. By myself. It's rather impressive. To me. Thank you 2013 for being such a lovely year after all. So long then.

It is my first time. First time "celebrating" (as if) new year, alone. Being alone is what I needed most right now. Yeah, I guess. Even though I do hate being alone, initially. Exactly too many things have been going on in my life at this moment until at one point, I feel like disappear with this wind blowing at me right now. This breezy night makes me feel more lonelier. It's not a bad thing, though. Just like how I want. And I know it will be worse if I started to think. So I won't. I just wanna let my thoughts drift away together with the wind. For now.

Even if it's funny, actually I always think depression is not for me. But well, I'm a human being. Exactly a normal one. So, yeah. Anyways, goodbye 2013.