Thank you, full stop

"Dlm relationship, tak kisah la, be it friendship ke, relationship ke, marriage ke, relation dgn mama abah ke, siblings ke, whatever lah kan, klu brgaduh, jgn lebih dari sehari. Klu lebih jugak, even sehari je pun, even sehari yg 24 jam tu pun, alamatnya tawar hati, perasaan pun boleh hlg mcm tu je in a blink of an eye, susah sng kwn pun buat derk je. Tkde dah nak ingat bnd2 sweet yg penah lalui smua dulu tuh. Apa tu org ckp, tkde mknanya! Mcm seolah2 dah jd abu. Klu yg siblings or parents, boleh jd brmasam muka yg brlarutan. Tu yg jd kisah break up lah, cerai lah, tak tegur mama abah abg adik kakak, putus kwn lah. Sbb nie lah ha. Walhal tak smp brp hari kwn, tak smp brp bulan couple, tak smp brp tahun kahwin. Smua relationships boleh putus, just sbb gaduh. So pndai2 lah"...

Well said, mama. Thank you for that. Mcm trhiris2 je ayat tu. I feel it right now at this moment. Too much arguments, somehow annoy me to the max! Until finally, I've had enough with all those craps. Feel like leaving and disappear for awhile. Perhaps for good. At least until I feel normal because now I'm not. Although yeah, I may seem normal to you, but inside me, I'm burning and everything has became ashes that has blown away my feelings. I almost burnt myself. Thanks to you.