Monday, June 22, 2015

You can do this!


Okay. Here it is. Mieza Shafieza, stay positive! What else could be worse than a subject that doesn't related with your course at all? Fine. You think I'm scared of you? Hah bring it on! I will try harder and beat you out of it. You think I'm all weak and I give up easily? Wrong person dude! I've faced this in IIUM before so you think it's gonna be tough? I tell you, it is. In fact tougher. But I don't really care any longer. I've set my eyes on you. I will try my best to score you, Social Entrepreneurship subject! You wait and see, insyaAllah. I'm gonna need you guys' prayers for this as well. Pray for me yeah? May He ease this.

Saturday, June 20, 2015

Lillahi Taala


Ramadhan Kareem everyone! Its the third day of Ramadhan, alhamdulillah. Everything went smooth and sail so far. May this holy month prevents us and protects us from every little minor sins. Hopefully this holy month could be a step stone for anyone to change into the betterment. Including me. I am far beyond better. InsyaAllah, I will grab this opportunity to keep on changing myself consistently for my own good. One day, one change towards a peaceful life ahead. May He bless! :)

And I would like to take this chance as well, to apologize humbly to each and everyone of you for my mistreats or everything and anything bad comes from my imperfect self. There's no reasons or excuses I will provide you with everything that has or had or will happen in future. I am sincerely sorry and I plead you to forgive me. Kosong kosong ye?

Friday, June 19, 2015

You Don't Know Me


If you've ever felt alone in a world full of people talking. This book is for you.

Thank you to the writer, Sophia Bennett for this beautiful piece of yours. I totally enjoyed it. I must say with mixed feelings. I love this! It is so me. Everything about this book actually attracts me and makes me want to read it till its last page without having to take a rest for long before I continue! I admit the ending left me in an awe but the main point or the messages in this book overshadows all.

Sasha Bayley is so me in certain ways and that makes me really into this story about her. It feels as if the story is about me. In certain parts of course. My endorphin is up all the way now and it's because of this great book! I still remember every bit of it. I must admit, I have a good taste in choosing books to read. This is certainly not the first.

I bought this book coincidentally when I was out with my younger sister, walking together in a mall and there it was, the book section. Thousands of books in front of my eyes and honestly, I don't really think I will buy any actually at that time. But thanks to my sister, she saw a book and immediately passed it to me. Obviously because of its catchy nice cover. Well kids that age. Anyways that made me stayed even longer, interested.

As I took the book from her, I found this book at the same time, I don't know, the title just attracts me like a magnet. I grabbed it and read its summary. I fell in love on that instant. The summary was not even a paragraph actually. There's just few lines of big fonts words there and this sentence captured me most that made me hug the book as I search for others.

If this is fame, it sucks!

I ended up with 5 new novels when we went home. To think that I have a full box of books back in my room, at KL that I haven't quite really touch them what more read.

That's one thing about me. I love books. I totally do. I have this fantasy where in my future house, there will be a mini library and that will be where I place all of the books I have bought and decorate them nicely just like a library. Proper one, not a boring dead old dull quiet library at schools. LOL My kids could read them afterwards and admire them as much as I do. I just love books. I love buying them to be exact. And collect them. But to my surprise, during my past semester break, I tend to read novels diligently. At least I tend to not let them go from my grasp. A good starter that is for me!

That paid off hard work


Alhamdulillah. This is totally one of His blessings upon me and I am blessed. I am fully grateful beyond words! If I can count of every single things in my life that I feel so blissful just thinking about it, this would be one of it. I may not be rich but at least I know I am blessed with things that people cannot even buy with money. That's my property and I am proud of it. This is solemnly for both of my beloved parents.

Mama, Abah, I know I may not be the greatest daughter in the world but at least I will always try my very best to make both of you, proud of me. That thing is priceless. Alhamdulillah, all the praises shall went back to Him for this, again, for the second time. I feel much motivated for this ongoing semester! Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. May He eases another adventure of mine.

Saturday, June 13, 2015

A brand new chapter


Hello! Oh it always feel so good to be back. The fact that my so called "holiday" has come to an end, well here am I, flied back just yesterday late evening, with two times delayed plane which I found quite an annoyance, still struggling to try and accept that fact.

I am not someone who's been fancying holidays because my holiday would be if not me, staying at home, wasting my time on my laptop, watching Korean dramas or movie marathons back to back with my younger sister, or occupying my holiday with such beneficial readings, or outing with my younger sister, or doing chores, or being an unpaid driver back and forth for my younger sister, I will be sleeping soundlessly almost all day as if I didn't sleep at all here. That's the plain reason why I'm not really into holidays. Well as the bright side of it, I've had a blast one this time despite all.

However, I'm actually am loving another fact that I'm back here, to work my ass out studying again. I love studying. I just am loving the moment. Though it may seems ridiculous ever because it's pretty obvious that students just hate one thing in life and that is studying itself. But I love it and I am currently being all excited about starting this whole new semester thing. I guess I like starting over a new leaf myself if it's not a bad thing. LOL!

Anyways, welcome back self and uni-mates! It's a brand new chapter and I'm thrilled! Stay motivated and positive please lovelies. May He ease this journey of mine and bless every moments in it, insyaAllah. To a more successful, enjoyable and stress-free (if and only if this is valid) semester we go!